Episode 8: Seattle to So Cal, Lust or Love?

Guest Ms. Love Aries revisits her attempt to find lasting love across the distance, only to realize she may have confused love with lust. Blinded by intense physical attraction, irresistible sexual chemistry, and a well-endowed guy that makes her feel like a virgin again.  As emotions and temptation collide, she must decide whether what she feels is genuine love or simply an unforgettable physical connection.

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Welcome to a drink with Damien. I am Damien. Um salute. Salute. Um today we're drinking tequila. You guys know that's my drink of choice. Pineapple, lime, and a little bit of uh tahin. With a rimjong. Ooh. Chamoy and thahin. Chamoy. Chamoy and taheen. That's right. Um you're not the first. I I I've had people tell me like, hey, you gotta name your drinks. And I don't have a uh a name for this, but uh I think we came up with something, right? Was it pineapple, pineapple summer? Pineapple summer. Pineapple summer. It's almost summer, so pineapple summer. That's what we came up with. This one. And you like it, right? I love it. Yeah, so salute again to that. Um tonight I am with the uh Miss Love Aries. And um she's she was she's gonna be joining us for this episode. Um I am live. We are live. There's no edits. Um I shoot live. I we're not gonna stop this at any point. You know, it's raw podcasts. What you see is what you get, you know, what you hear is what you get. If this is your first time, um, we're gonna go ahead and tell um sex stories, intimate stories. Some I've heard online as Miss Love Aries has, and others are personal experiences. Which ones are which? Well, that's for you to decide. Um and tonight she's got a great story. Yes, um we've actually been drinking for a while now. It's uh it's almost 1.30 a.m. in Southern California, and we've been drinking since I want to say 9.30-ish. Um, I am probably about four or five drinks in. I lost count already. Um is she. So yeah, we're um I think we're beyond tipsy already. What do you think? What do you think? Yes, I think that's an understatement. But we're having fun, and uh, she was telling me as I was we were having these drinks, she was telling me about this story, and I was like, ooh, you gotta tell this one on a podcast. So that's what we're doing right now. Um, I'm not gonna go first. She's actually going first. So um I'll um I'll give the mic to you. Go ahead. Whew. Okay. Start from the beginning. From the beginning, I made I met somebody on an app which allows you to go live, and I was able to see him. Do you yeah, I'm I'm I don't think they'll mind. Um, which which app is it? It was meeting meet me app, which I've never heard of. Yeah, I'm Sam learning. He's learning, but you can go live and watch other um people go live and join or either interact via chat or video. And so I did um go into a live where he happened to be in, and he was just funny and cute, and we pretty much clicked right away, and we started talking, and we spent hours on FaceTime, six, seven hours. Was this was this late at night? Yeah, oh shit, okay. It was always late at night, but not sexy. No, I was up all night, and he was up all night, and we would stay up through FaceTime on Snapchat because I don't give out my number. It's a rule that I have. I know it's weird, but I don't give out my number. Completely understandable, yeah. And so we were on Snapchat and we talked for a lot of hours, and then it was just the vibe was there, and I felt very close to him. No, on on this app, um, you can see pictures of the guy and and maybe videos or no, just pictures, just pictures, the pictures he posted, and I've seen the guy. You show me pictures of the guy, he is he's he is attractive, very handsome. No, he is, and super tall. I am not, you know, I'm not uh people go like, oh, how can you say that about another guy? What the fuck? I mean, if I see a guy, if I see a girl, girl's gorgeous, I'm gonna say, oh my gosh, she's gorgeous. If I see a guy, he's handsome, I'll be like, dude, you're you know, you're handsome. And I'll I've I've told guys like that, like, you know, dude, you you know, you're handsome, whatever. It it doesn't mean you're gay or any any anything like that. You show me pictures of the guy, he is handsome, yeah. And somehow, some way, I don't know, I think you're into ball guys. So I have a type. Yeah, you do. So he was ball guys apparently very tall, right? Taller than me. He was tall. That's that's a huge plus, 100%. Really tall. But alright, go ahead. I think you can describe the guy. So he was dreamy and we ended up talking a lot, and so we both from the beginning decided that we weren't gonna do long distance. He's from Seattle, and I am from California. So we both Southern Kelly, to be exact, because yes, Southern California, yeah, because Northern California, Seattle's not too far, but Southern California and Seattle is very far. Palm Springs, it makes a difference. That's that was we mapped it on the road, and it was like more than a 24-hour drive. And oh yeah, so we both kind of right off the bat had a pros and cons list. What were the benefits and what was the against? So then right away you guys were thinking relationship. We right away were thinking, is this gonna be beneficial for any one any one of us? Okay, yes, that's crazy. So we had a pros and cons list, and we both agreed on our cons, which was long distance, we're both very sexually active, and we couldn't have that from a long distance. We both needed that, and what do you mean you guys were both very sexually active? Like, we wanted to have sex all the time. I can do three rounds, four rounds a day. Like, I am very active. I really am. Okay, and so I needed someone that could keep up with me, but also was You're at that age where where you just want to have sex all the time. Well, yeah, but it has to mean something, there has to be a connection, there has to be something that tells my body physically that I want I want to go down that route. Okay, and he's the same way, okay. And so part of our cons was the ability to be able to be physical with somebody, and there was a long list of cons, and we both agreed. You don't even know you're long list, just number one. Fucking long distance. I'm in Seattle, you're in fucking Southern California. This shit's not gonna work, but okay, keep going. So we both agreed that we weren't going to be in a relationship, we could talk as friends, but then about a week or two later, he showed up. He should he flew in from Seattle to Palm Springs. So you guys talked or or FaceTime on Snapchat? Pretty much every day. So you didn't even give him your number yet, or did you already give him your number? No, he he gave me his, but I wouldn't give him my number. So you so up to that point you still have not given him even your fucking number? Just Snapchat. Just Snapchat. And so for one or two weeks, that's how you guys connected on FaceTime. On Snapchat. You just saw him like through the video. Yeah. But that's it. And then after one or two weeks, you get a call from him. Hey, I'm in Palm Springs. What the fuck? Yeah, he can't he flew into Palm Springs, and to me, that was major. That showed a lot. Uh to me, that showed desperation. Stop. No, it did. I mean, let's be honest. I'm not gonna lie. Our connection was so strong and so solid that it made sense to me that he was here. And so he showed up and I picked him up. And the way I am, he paid for a round trip, so I paid for the hotel. And we stayed at the hotel. It's only fair. Yeah, it's only fair. It's teamwork. That's I mean, I I ran out of drink already because I've been drinking. Do you want to do that? Salute to that. Yeah, let me. Hey, salute. Salute to them. Because you're fucking babysitting already. I'm not babysitting, I'm still drinking. So he showed up, and the first thing that happened was So what it what is what what went through your mind? See, this is crazy to me. Because even as a as a man, if I talk to a girl that lives in Seattle one or two weeks, which is not enough to be honest, I haven't I haven't even given her my number, and all of a sudden she hits me up on Snapchat and goes like, Hey, guess what? Um, what's up? I'm in Palm Springs. I'll be like, what the fuck? Like, that's scary to me. Even even as a man, for for a girl to do that. Like you weren't like, you weren't scared at all, like, oh, what the fuck is wrong with this guy? No, because we talked for so many hours. And the chemistry was just really strong. Yeah. Okay. Every day leading up to him showing up, the chemistry was very strong. Okay. I'll bite. Yeah. I saw you you picked him up and then you said, hey, I'm gonna pay for a hotel. And I already heard a little bit of the story, and and I told her, hey, stop, because I want to hear this live so I can react to it live. I you know, um, I mean, I already know where what comes next. But uh stop because that's dick. I gotta tell you the truth though. Well, yeah, yeah, that's okay, but still, okay, so you you landed in Palm Springs and tell everybody where you took him. So I we drove to Ontario. And let me tell you though, the conditions on the road were so bad. It was raining, it was raining. We like could have died because I don't drive in the rain. And he was just trying to like perk me up, and it I'm glad that the hotel was in Ontario because it gave us at least two and a half hours. Stop. So you act like there was only one hotel he could go to. There's just so many hotels in the yes. There's so many hotels in Pawn Springs. I booked it in. There's so many hotels in surrounding areas, but you said I want to get this guy as far away from me as possible. That's exactly what you said. So if you're not familiar with Southern California, Pawn Springs to Ontario is about an hour. Yes. At least without traffic. Yes. So you drove him all the way out there, and uh you guys were talking, blah blah blah, and okay, so you didn't drink. So we s you you you booked them there, you guys are there, and now you guys are in the hotel, yeah? Yeah, okay, so take it from there. You guys are in the hotel now. So while we were talking to each other, it was kind of like we were already together. Like we both felt it, we both knew it was strong, we both knew the sexual chemistry was there. And you guys were having drinks? We no, we didn't drink the first night. We didn't drink the first two nights. Oh shit, okay. So all of our decisions were sober. And this is the part that I skipped the first time. Oh, maybe okay. So on the first night, the first after we drove for about an hour and a half, it was actually two hours because it was like four accidents on the road. Fuck. So it took us a while to get to the Ontario Hotel. But it gave us time to talk in person. Well, that's true. Yeah. And I am physical touch, so I was touching him. I was, you know, you're feeling him. I was feeling him because I actually genuinely cared about him. Okay. I'll bite, but uh at the same time, I think you were already a little wet. Yes or no? I've been a wet. I was wet before he showed up. Okay, so because the chemistry was there. Yeah, oh yeah. If you're guys, so here's here's here's a tip for the guys. Guys, if she gets touching, and I and I know you guys are not watching what she just did, but um, when she told me, like, oh, I got touchy, like she was rubbing on my shoulders right now, and then she was rubbing on my chest right now. I mean, she's doing it right now. If a girl does that on the first, let's say you go to a bar, nightclub, whatever, you're vibing with a girl, and she starts doing that, that's you know, it's a wrap. Like, you you got it. Like you, whatever it is that you did, it's on. Um, so yeah, she's she's she's a little wet already. So a lot wet. Well, okay, maybe a lot, maybe a little, but wet at least, nevertheless. But if you got it up to that point where she's already, you know, like touching you, yeah. And even even if you think it's subtle and you're like, oh, that didn't mean anything. No, it meant something. Trust me, for a girl, it means something. So even if it's just like little little shoulder rub like that, that you you whatever you did, it worked. Okay, so you're on. You really can't fumble it from there, okay. You you just caught a 60-yard pass, the lane's open, you're about to score a touchdown. So, but uh, so but he he fumbled apparently because that this was the first night, right? That was the first night. Well, for first first time going to Ontario, and you were already touching him. I was touching him because I was digging him, and you were yeah, obviously. Yeah, I know. You were ready for him. You were ready, and uh, how do you fumble? All right, go for it. So actually, we got to the hotel, and our first kiss was at the airport when I picked him up because our connection had been so strong, yeah, and our communication had been so on point, and again, six to eight hours on FaceTime, pretty much every night since we met, and yeah, that's a lot of time. I lost a lot of sleep because of it, and then went to work. Like it was something that was to me, it was worth it. I felt like puppy love, honestly, at this point, like high school, middle, not even high school, I didn't even do it now, maybe middle school. I did that, but it kind of did, yeah. It did, it felt like it felt like a little irresponsible it for sure. Because if you're saying six, seven hours, that that felt that that to me is like puppy love, yeah. Yeah, okay. So you guys get to the hotel and uh we get to the hotel. I'm trying to not be like I'm trying to make sure that in his mind it's not being judgmental because how am I gonna sleep with the guy when I first met him? But in my mind, I've known him. I've known him, we've spent so many hours together leading up to it. Yeah, 100%, and I couldn't wait to be with him. Yeah, and well that's that's a common uh member, that's a common fallacy, is is people think that girls don't want it as much as guys. It's so it's a common misconception, and and I keep preaching that girls want it just as much as guys. Yeah, they do. Maybe they don't they don't display it as much as guys do, not as much as men do, but because of the judgy part, and because they they go like oh that girl's easy. It's not that she's easy, it's something natural. Guys want it just as much as girls, yeah. And I I've never dressed a girl by that. Yeah, never. And so we get to the hotel, and I am dying to be with him. I really am. I'm pretty sure you are. But I am trying to play it off and be like nonchalant. Yeah, I'm trying to be nonchalant. Like he shouldn't know how much I want him. But when he came near Was he playing? What do you mean, playing? Was he playing the same part? Like, was he playing? He was nonchalant. He like Was he touching you? Not yet. Like during the drive, nothing. No, when during the drive, I was touching him. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But not even like a little bit. He wasn't, he was kind of just accepting of the affection I was showing him. Yeah, and um, well, guy from Seattle flies all the way out there. I mean, I know you're like, oh no, it wasn't like that. It was like that. My guy, just because you're handsome, that obviously, yes, that that goes a long way. You're tall, great. But if you have no game, that's it. End of story. And my guy had no game. But okay, so you guys get to the hotel and then and then I couldn't wait to be with him. Yeah, I'm pretty sure, and and I don't know how he fumbled. And this is where I'm gonna tell you the truth. Well, that's all we want to do. Which is different than what I told you the first time. Oh shit, okay. So he didn't fumble. Okay, go for it. Okay. No, uh, we hugged and inside the hotel already, like in the hotel. We were in the hotel, literally like 20 minutes in. In the room. Yeah. No, no drinks though. No drinks. Okay, okay, okay. We had no drinks. We just showed up and we were just ready to see each other. And I had kissed him at the airport. And then when we were at the hotel, we we hugged. And to me, it felt like it was someone that I needed to be with, that I should have been with the entire time. It was home. He was home. Yeah, and you were fucking wet already. And I was wet from the two-hour drive. Oh, hell yeah. I bet. He's right there already. He showed up. And okay, during the hug, did he feel like when we hugged? No, I initiated. Of course he did. I initiated. Of course he did, yeah. And he was like, what was the initiation? What'd you do? What you do, what you do, what you do. I kissed him. Okay. And we kissed some more. And then before I knew it, you were I was on him, clothes on. Like on the bed? On the bed. I had a two bed. I had two beds. So you pushed them to the bed. We both were kissing and went to the bed. Okay. And then I was we cuddled for a little bit. And then we made out some more. In the in bed? And I ended up. Mm-hmm. And then I ended up. No sex for. No. I ended up on top of. Hold on, time out. Time out. Hold on. This is this is brand new to me. How do you we cuddled because we spent so much time together on the phone? I can understand a, you know, we just have sex. She wants to cuddle 100%, you know, after sex, but no sex. No sex. Cuddle. Cuddle. I've never done that before. Well, that's you're missing out. Because that's true connection. Oh my god. Guys, what are you guys doing? Oh this meal. Like, how does that even happen? Like, I'm trying to- That's true connection. No, no, hold on. Okay, for you, but like for me, from a man's perspective, I'm trying to picture myself with another girl in a hotel that already no, maybe he didn't know. No, he didn't know. Because but still you're in a fucking hotel already. See, I'm trying to wrap all this around my fucking head. How do you go from that in a hotel to like, okay, we're just gonna cuddle? Like maybe when I was in middle school I could see myself doing that. But who's gonna go to a hotel or a motel in middle school? The cuddle lasted about ten minutes. That's a long fucking time. We have ten minutes is a long time. Okay, so you guys cuddle for ten minutes, but no kissing, just we oh maybe a little bit of kissing. A little kissing. But like cuddle more than kissing. And then I and then you initiated. Yeah. Yeah. So you of course you did. I I'm not surprised. I climbed on him. You did. Okay. Because you were fucking wet already. And I was I was basically riding him, but we had clothes on. Middle school shit. Middle school shit. Okay. And that was the best healing. He was hard. Okay. And yeah, that's that was mine. The question was he big? He's fucking big. Oh man. I don't think he knows. I couldn't even I honestly I couldn't handle it the first night. I couldn't. Okay. But we went, I rode him with clothes on. Yeah. And then I realized that I wanted to feel him. Obviously. So then you started. So then our clothes came off. You started that. I started that. Okay. Because I wanted him so bad. Okay. I felt connected to him. Him. I felt like I knew him. I felt like he was someone that I wanted in my life. You felt like you that was someone you wanted inside you. Yes. Not in your life. Be honest inside you. Yes. It was. And so we did it like that for a minute. Okay, how long did he last? He didn't come. Okay, so how long? How long is that? I don't know how the session was. Maybe 20 minutes. We it was just a combination of him feeling me on top of him and feeling what he felt like. And then I I couldn't I couldn't hold it anymore. And so my clothes came off and I took his clothes off. So this all this was still with the clothes on. Okay. I thought we were I thought we already had the clothes off. Oh okay, so the clothes came off. Clothes came off. And I wrote that's my favorite position. Riding. Okay. Writing. And so I wrote him. Because you guys are in control. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Easier for easier for girls to come. Yeah, I come every time. Yeah, if guys. That's how I do it. Yeah, because if you guys didn't know, um a lot easier for a girl um to come if if she's writing you. 100%. Because you're just in control, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Still at the same time, you gotta do a little bit of uh something down there. You can't just, you know. Yeah. But okay. And so you started writing him. So right away that was your first position? Mm-hmm. So he didn't know. Because I wanted to feel him the way that I wanted to feel him. Yeah, you were you were wetter than he was. Mm-hmm. Oh, he was hard as fuck, then. Yeah, I don't know, I know. He was so fucked. He must have been fucking flying all the way from Seattle. Fucking I can't imagine that flight stop. Yeah, but none that he could get. But he was um he was walking down the uh airplane aisle for the fucking bower. So it's like trying to trying to get to his seat ready to go. Trying to get his seat. I'm sorry, man. Sorry, punk the in the air. I'm gonna go see Miss uh Miss Love Aries right now, so I'm a little hard right now. It's a three-hour flight, but I should be there quick. No, it's like six-hour flight. Is it? Oh fuck, it's longer. It's longer, especially if there's a layout. Yeah, nasty. I don't fucking Yeah, no, it is. That's fucking. I followed the fucking airplane tracker. Oh, you fucking stop! I did because I wanted to be there on time to pick him up. That'd a girl. That's a good girl. No, that's good. Okay, so um, so first close on, close off. How long did that last? The close off. Oh, this sex text sex. It was a while. Oh, yeah? Yeah, you could go for her for a long time. I yeah, and I was able to finish before he did. What's his name? Well, let's not say names, but what do you want to call him? No names, no names, what do you want to call? Anything Seattle guy. Good job, Seattle guy. Good job, Seattle guy for hanging in there as long as you did. Good job, Seattle guy. Okay. Yeah, and so you came. I was first, and then he did. And and do you squirt? I don't know if I did or not, but it was wet. It was wet for sure. For sure. Okay. So it was just one round he came. Mm-hmm. And then inside you? Yes. I know. I know. There was a part of me that wanted to take all of him in. I'm pretty sure he did. Yeah. It must have turned you on a lot. Well, again, like for me, I meet a girl, we only talked for a week. Out of the blue on a Monday, she texts me, Hey, I'm in fucking Palm Springs. I'll be like, Whoa, like, hey, I didn't tell you to do that. Like, I would I don't know, I would be cautious. That's that sounds like stalker status. You think so? But for you, that just made you even wetter. Right? It did. It did, yeah. It showed time and effort. To me, again, from a mass perspective, it showed uh desperation, but okay. So it worked out for him because he has fucked the first day right away. And then he came. Did you go home? Did you stay? Did you spend the night? We I stayed with him for the four days that he was here. Okay. So there was a lot more rounds to that. We cuddled. So he stayed for four days. Yeah, I stayed with him for the four days. Yes. Immediately you went on a fuck session. Yeah, we did. Okay. Yeah, we did. We there was a few dates in between. We went to dinner and we came back. We booked. What kind of positions? I love writing. Obviously, yeah, that's the first one, but what are the positions that you guys did? Um we did some doggy, we did some side, we did some with my legs in different ways. And I gotta tell you, he was so big that I actually was in pain because he was so big. That happened too. And um we were both kind of taken aback because I bled. You were bleeding? Yeah, I bled a little bit because I wasn't used to a guy that size. And so, yeah, I bled. How many inches? I don't know how many inches, but he was big. He was big. But he was tall, right? Yeah, and it was more than I I had ever handled. And so all right. Um yeah, we're pouring a little bit more uh VR here, got a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a and I bled, and we we didn't talk about it that night, but we talked about it a few days later where But he noticed. Yeah, he noticed. He said he saw the the like blood trail and he cleaned it up and he was like, I didn't know what happened. And I was like, dude, you what the fuck do you mean what happened? You happened. Like I've never been with a guy that big. And um, we kinda it took some adjusting because there's certain precisions that you have to do. Yeah, no, you just gotta adjust for sure. And so we did that and then that was it. He was here for four days and he flew back, and we were like, okay, you know, he has to go home. Yeah, I mean he's got his work and things to do salute. So you took a big cock already. I took a big one. It was bigger than I've ever had. Oh, yeah? That was your damn. That was the biggest. But he only lasted about a week. Up to the point where you bled. Okay. Yeah. Well, you've heard the uh the Madonna song, right? Like a virgin. That was actually well, yeah, it is like that. Felt like that. Well, that that song's about a girl taking a big cock. A lot of people don't know that. No. That's you felt like a virgin again. I felt I did. I felt like there were certain things I couldn't do because of the magnitude of it. Yeah. And so I was slow. You know, we still got the job done, but that was you still handled. Yeah, I mean, I did. Yeah. And then he had to go home. And then he came back a week later. Fuck. Your pussy's that good. I don't know about that. I I would think it is if he has to come back a week later. He came back a week later. I mean, uh, I I would say like a month, two months later, but no motherfucker was like, nah. Take him a week. That motherfucker was like, that pussy's so good. That pussy's so good, I gotta come back in a week. Yeah, yeah. A week of work, and then uh I'll be there next week. Yeah, exactly. Exactly. Exactly. Okay, so then he came back, and same same idea. Same yeah, but this did you at least when you came back there, did you at least book him a hotel in the air, Palm Springs? What happened was I had some financial situation. So he booked his own hotel. No, he came home with me. No, maybe, and that's like my number one rule is don't bring guys to the house. If you have a big dick, all those rules are broken. You know what? It is what it is. Maybe that's what happened. But I told him, guys, hold on. If you don't have a big dick, you gotta work with whatever. Well, no, it is a hundred percent. If you don't have a big dick, then you're gonna have to jump through more hurdles. But if you do have a big dick, then a lot of rules will be broken for your big dick. Yeah, and one of those rules is is I can bring this guy back home. Yeah, no, a hundred percent. So let me tell you what happened. His flight was booked. We both knew about it. I'm gonna get the hotel. As you know, I pay the mortgage all by myself now. That was the beginning of it all, and other bills, and so I told him, hey, I can't do it. The only way is if you came home, but I don't want you to come home. My dad's here, my sister here. No, yeah, I told him that. And I said, We have to cancel. Like, you have to cancel. Like, there's no way I can bring you to my house. Fuck. At that point, financially, I couldn't afford the hotel anymore because of all of the shit that happened financially. Okay. And he was like, No, I'm okay, I'm good. If I'll pay my own. No, he just said no, he just insisted that he was okay with he was good long term. I'm okay with meeting your dad, I'm okay with meeting your family, like I'm here to stay. Fuck. And he convinced me that he was here long term. So you guys rush right through it. No, and I thought about it a lot. Yeah, that's that's a rush. But I thought about it. That's a rush, and I was like, wait, give me a minute. And then I realized that I always have a lot of rules for myself. I always do. I have a lot of rules for myself, and I was like, you know what, Maria? Yes, yeah, that's why and I do, and at the end of the day, that's my house. I pay the mortgage. Yeah, that's my house. Everybody else there is extra, and it matters, but it don't. So in my mind, I was like, okay, this man is willing to be a part of my life and everything that comes with it. So you give him a chance. So I gave him a chance. Makes sense. No, no, I'm I'm I'm I'm with you on that one. Mm-hmm. And so I said, you know what? Give me a chance to talk to my sister. Give me a chance to talk to my dad. You're paying all the fucking bills, I can have whoever I want over. Yep, 100%. I agree. And but I had to talk to my family, and I did. Then oddly enough, it was like that was my dad's. You're an adult. Let's be honest, you're an adult, you're mature. Um, dad is living there with you. Um, it's not like you're living with your dad. It's your home. It's my house. Completely different story. Like I could understand if it's your dad's house, and oh, I'm living with my dad, then yeah, like if dad says, I don't want anyone here, then yeah, you then that's what dad says, that's what dad means. Right. But in your case, dad is living with you. This is my home, I pay all the bills. Right. Sister's living with me. It's just a matter of uh, hey, I'm I'm gonna have a guy over, and that's it. Like, they can't really say anything, like, oh, okay, cool. Right because this is your fucking house. Right. Yeah, that's it. That's the way I said it. Period, as some girls say, period. Yeah. Exactly. So then you brought him home though. I got to go. That was that's a rush. That's a rush though to me. I talked to my dad and I talked to my sister, and I said, Hey, you didn't have to. You all you needed to say was hey, I'm gonna have anything. That's who I am. I said, Hey, I'm seeing somebody, he is gonna fly in on this date, just so you know. And that's the that was basically our second date, and it lasted ten days. Fuck. Ten days. Second, yeah. Second date, you hear me. He's already parents and he met my dad and met my sister and hung out with my brother-in-law. I just said you're an adult, you're mature. I can tell you right now that right away was a uh a um a setup for it it's not gonna work out. Yeah. Yeah, right? Yeah. I mean, you could see it now, right? Yeah. I mean, at first I probably should have seen that. Yeah, well, I mean, no, I mean you were dick down. No, but I cared about him a lot of yeah before and your brain was on like fuck, that was good dick. Your heart was on like uh, and you know, I have really good chemistry with this guy, and he came all the way from Seattle to see me, and you know, he really cares about me. But from a from my perspective, and for most men, I can I can I can say this for most men, it wasn't that he wanted to come as a you know, like, oh I really love this girl. It was more like I'm fucking desperate and I need some pussy right now. And if I come over, maybe just maybe that's a possibility. Most man, me myself included. That's that's where that gate that that that Seattle guy came from. But alright, second second time around, he already came and and um he's still he's so you he's staying at your house. Yes, so he practically moved in, yes, for 10 days. Yes. Fuuuuck. Alright, Seattle guy? Okay. Again, I go back to if you have a big dick, a lot of rules uh are broken for you. If you don't have a big dick, you you gotta jump through uh a lot of hurdles. Uh if you're listening right now and you're wondering, do I have a big dick? Do I not have a big dick? Google what's the average uh middle size penis and go measure yourself and you'll see if you're above or below. If you're uh uh at average or below, then you already know. You you know if you have a big dick, obviously above your average. If you don't have a big dick, then you're average or below, then yeah, that's uh there's a lot of hurdles for you to jump through. Um I don't know. I don't want to tell uh most guys that are that are below average. Um is it possible for you to get uh girls? 100%. Yeah, 100% is it possible for you to get many girls? I I don't know about all that. But um well while we're doing this, and uh I think it's uh it's it's fair to say um you're doing what is it what is this fucking happening? Meet me live. Meet Meet Me Live? Yeah, I don't have I don't know what it's all about, but uh she's doing it right now, and and you have your your fans or whatever you want to call it. So all her fans are listening to her story right now. Yes while uh while we relive it. How long ago was this? I haven't seen him in a month. So this is very recent. It was very recent. Oh shit. Okay. I didn't know. I didn't know that one. I didn't know that part. Yeah, it's been about a month. The last time he left was but hold on. So this was the second time. And I could already I told you before you when you st when she started telling this story, I already knew where this was heading. It was not gonna work out. Um, truth be told, long distance does not work out. I don't care what everyone anyone tells you. It does not if you want a serious relationship, a serious one. Long distance does not work out. I don't care what anyone tells you. Serious relationship takes time. And if you're that far away, Seattle fucking SoulCal. That's I don't know how many fucking miles away. You probably know how many you did. You Google it, I'm pretty sure you did. 24 hours drive okay, 24 hour drive that fucking far, it's not gonna work out. Alright. Um, especially if you're just starting out. Maybe it'll work out if you're married and like, hey, you know, this is my wife, we've been married for fucking 20 years, and now I gotta go on this I don't know, two-year business trip where I'm fucking in Seattle now and I gotta live out there for two years, and then obviously, you know that's that might work out because you've been married for so long. But if you're just starting out, I I don't think that's gonna work out. You know, it well, I don't think it's not gonna work out. But alright. So when she told me that, I already knew where this was heading. This is the this was the second time, right? Yes, and he's staying over, he stayed over for 10 days. Okay, so he left, but before he left, he said he wanted to do what? No, he was looking for jobs in my area. Damn. And willing to relocate. Poor guy. Okay. Willing to relocate. Yes, he was for you. Okay. So you said uh I'm gonna help him out. Yes. Because I was willing to you maybe in your in your heart was like, Oh, I actually love this guy, but I think it was more to me right now from everything I'm hearing, it's more of a sexual chemistry. It wasn't really love. Um the guy, if I know you guys are probably wondering. I've seen the guy, she showed me pictures of the guy. He's very handsome, very handsome guy on pictures. I'm not sure if he is um uh in person. I'm not sure. I haven't met the guy in person. In pictures, he looked pretty good. Uh very handsome guy, and he said he was tall, taller than me, and I'm pretty tall. So that's that's a big plus. So to me, right away that was just a physical attraction, 100%. Okay. Yeah. So then um guy leaves, but he says, Hey, I want to move out here. I really did he say I love you? Yes. Oh fuck, of course he did. Yeah, okay. He said I love you, I want to move out here. Yes, and let's jump to to what happened at the end. I haven't heard this story. Okay, wait. But the third time he came out to see me, he was here for 21 days. And that was pretty good. Yes, that was I was amazing, amazing sex, goes back. Still my job here though. Still my job here though. He still wants a job here, but that's when I noticed different little things. Yeah, I noticed things. I noticed he was very negative. I noticed that he's the angry very easy. I like to call this the uh the high, the high from the drug is wearing out. This is what I like to call this. So it's wearing out, and now you're starting to notice the real him. Yeah, here we go. Alright, go for it. So we were okay, but I found myself walking on eggshells because I didn't want to make him mad. But the sex was still great. The sex was great. Okay, so third time around, did he try any new positions? Yeah, we did a bunch of shit. Okay. But how about how about like anal? No. No anal? I don't do anal. I don't do anal. Come on, girl. I've never done it, and I won't. There's don't tell me you've never done it. I've never done it. No. You're you're an adult. You're my ass. You're you're an adult. You're very mature. I am very, very honest, very, very honest. Very 100% sure that there's has been at least one guy that has put it in your ass, but did not do it correctly, and you said, fuck that, it hurt. No, I've had uh I've had guys eat my ass because they like it, but analyzed. But you do have a nice ass. Thank you. You do you do have a nice ass. But I don't I don't it's is is well it I I again for our listeners, you don't see her, but um her ass is not huge and it's not small, but is that perfect size where it's just nice and Perky and um again you know it's it's it's yeah no it's it's really nice it's it's not big it's not small it's it's honestly it's the perfect size to me it is thank you for my from yeah no it is it's it's perfect um but yeah uh and and and you're lying because there's had to be at least one guy in your line that you need to tell me about this where he did try to put it in your ass but you said fuck no and maybe he did slip it in and it did hurt a lot but that's the problem is most guys don't know how to do it you know and you said fuck that so there's it must have been at least one guy yeah it had to be one guy there you go I see father of my kids there it is okay because we were together and it's always at least one we thought it was like even though we weren't legally married like we were together and I wanted to make sure that I was there for him and did it hurt a little a lot a lot even just a little bit that he tried it hurt a lot and I was not gonna do that anymore. No of course not no yeah I wouldn't do that either if if it hurt a lot um guys uh you know you have to prep you cannot just fucking grab your dick even if it's small even if you're going right now but Damien you you said Google um average penis size I'm below average even if you're below average you can't just go in to an ass like hey I'm I'm gonna go from from the pussy to the ass doesn't happen that way um you have to prep it okay you have to start with a finger um a lot a lot of lube if you do want a trianal a lot of lube yeah um one finger and then two start prepping it and when I mean a finger start with a thumb only just like that nail part of your thumb that's it that's all you need you don't have to fucking go all crazy and start sticking your whole thumb in there just the anal part I'm telling you right now girls love it they say they don't they do girls love analysis good maybe no oh no it does yeah no I've had so many girls tell me no I've never done anal no you've never done it with the right person so just the nail um if you don't have well no well you do need to get loof but let's say you're just starting you're going fucking doggy style and and you go like oh I heard Damien yes start with fucking spit so sp fucking spit on her ass alright um just the nail of your thumb start with that okay and she might be like oh no don't do that she likes it I'm telling you just go like you're already you're already fucking her doggy style um just just the nail okay and then she might try to try to throw her hand back there just just fucking shove that out of the way and just go like no relax baby you'll like it and then just do that okay just do that um after you do that that you can start doing um fingers okay now don't do obviously not the thumb and then the second finger okay do middle finger and that ring finger those two again don't go deep at this point though you do need lube all right spit is not enough so you you have to go fucking go to a Walgreens get some lube it's like five bucks okay after that you start stretching it out a little bit girls love that then you can start going into three fingers once you got three fingers in then she's ready you can't just go from fucking pussy to like okay I'm gonna grab this fucking cock and shove it in your ass is not gonna work I'm telling you right now you're fucking yourself if you try that alright and I know you guys um I know you guys can't see this but um this uh this is this is this is uh getting um Miss Love Aries a little um wet already because she knows it's true but okay I I just had to talk about that because guys you fuck yourself if you go like alright I'm just gonna go ahead she's fucking hot she's she's she's horny she's wet I'm gonna go ahead and grab this cock and shove it in her ass if you do that you you just fucked yourself she's not gonna want to try it again with you all right she's gonna try it again with another guy but not with you anymore so I just gave you guys some advice whether you want to take it or not that's up to you all right so that was uh what was it third time second time right all right tell us about the time where uh he fucked up already so we can uh wrap this up baby okay so by the way he looks so fucking sexy right now thank you you do so so how do you fuck up third time he came around he was here for 21 days and everything was amazing but after he left with I helped the papers to come here back oh back okay home because he stayed longer and I helped him with that and after he was gone we kind of kind of that's when the issue started so what was the first fight it was really just about something stupid no it was just about communication and he has a tendency like he always framed me to be like this crazy girl even though I never gave him shit about anything he did and he always had this weird notion of Mexican girls that were just crazy and I was like dude I'm healed I won't give you shit for anything like I will walk away if I feel like what I need is not being met I will walk away let me get more um drink buddy keep going keep going oh no you keep going I'm getting more drunk no you keep going you keep going and I tried to talk about him I tried to talk about it to him and every time I brought it up he rolled his eyes and said here we go again you know so I felt like every time that I had a need an emotional need he really didn't care for care for it and at one point after the third time he left it was actually the third time that we had had differences that I brought up and he disrespected me he said fuck you he said I was a bitch and that I was fucking crazy and so the third time he did that I was like this is not okay like this isn't how I should be treated by somebody that I love you know and I established my boundary and I told him like I will not be disrespected and I loved him so much that even a fourth a fourth chance was unheard of in my book. Like I leave I give people one chance and then if they can't come through I leave but this guy because he invested so much time and money to be with me I thought that it was something that was different because of the time and money spent and at the end of the day like when I we we kind of talked about this a little bit time and money is completely different from communication. Exactly yeah but I learned that now like a guy can spend the money and spend the time but if he doesn't respect you it means nothing. Absolutely nothing yeah and I I think that's really sad because he's the one spending the money he's the one spending the time and to fuck it up because you can't respect somebody that's not okay. And I don't care how much I love you if you can't respect me it's not an option. Yeah no I I agree it's no longer an option whatever your standards are for respect then and then you gotta hold those standards I do good good and whatever they are and whenever you feel disrespected then that's it. And that's how it ended I broke up with him because he couldn't so he was he was here in Palm Springs and he disrespected you and you said alright you need a did you tell him that you need to fly back no I he flew it was the disrespect didn't happen until after he was gone. Mmm okay okay and so he flew back and there was plans for him to come but you said Memorial weekend and you said and I said I really Wait we memorial weekend so that was uh last weekend fucking last weekend yeah so if you're just listening that that was just last weekend but you said don't no I told him if you can't respect me you can't be here then you said you're he didn't show up now let's say he would have shown up you still would have I don't know what I would have done if you showed up I probably would have given him a chance yeah I think you would have I know I would have seems yeah were you in love? I I cared about him enough to bring him to my house to meet my dad yeah and meet meet my only sibling you were I then I wouldn't say you were in love but you were definitely on a high you were you were you were you were on a on the love high I was trying to build a life but you were not really in love I don't know it worked out for this guy he flew out and first night and first night he had you yeah he did first night um does it work all the time probably not no I I would say maybe you're like maybe the 10% I don't know I I really don't have the stats for that but I want to say maybe about 10 20 max if you guys want to go out and risk flying out to meet the girl you've been talking to on Snapchat again I would say this was this was the 10% the uh one out of 10 maybe maybe I think one the one out of 10 I don't think it always works out that way you want to spend all that time and money to do that go for it if uh otherwise honestly just you know get your game on go out to a fucking local bar go to a local nightclub go to a local casino talk to girls hey it's not always gonna work out you know you're gonna talk to a girl she's not gonna feel you whatever it is what it is you know and just move on and talk to the next girl but I would much rather do that than than have a guy fly out fucking six hours you said giving you a bare minimum six hours to to yeah no to give me bare minimum not worth it not worth it yeah so and then I mean and then and then in your case it if you're looking for love I don't I don't think that's the route a hundred percent that is not the route I learned that the hard way it's not it's not if you're just looking to hook up again go to a local bar nightclub casino there's tons of girls there walk up introduce yourself talk to them if they feel you cool if they don't then it is what it is you know go go find not nothing's lost nothing's lost if anything you you just gain more experience maybe you said something stupid and then you go ah fuck I shouldn't have said that and um then then on the next girl you don't say that again but okay that is uh that's all the time we have yes is what is it that was about an hour show girl yeah because it's 2 a.m now um definitely definitely fill in already um and uh we're gonna log out okay and that's it that has been a drink with Damien with the uh lovely Miss Aries and you are an Aries right I I don't know I don't I don't really believe in science I really don't I really don't I really don't believe in science plus it's science right like I I I read an article somewhere that says the the fucking planets don't really align the way the the fucking signs do and they change I don't know I I read an article when I was like back in the middle scopes are not true yeah when I was back in middle school I think it was um and I was like then it's all bullshit I guess I used to you remember uh Walter Mercado yeah I used to listen to that shit and I was like what's all this whole fucking this whole thing has been bullshit then but um I don't know because a lot of girls are like yeah I was they asked me what's your sign and I'm like I don't really believe in none of that shit blah blah blah but if I were guess what I am you've talked to me a few a few times like you you don't know what my sign is huh okay truth be told this is this is not a lie she does not know what my sign is I do not but she's been talking to me for about a week now right yeah she's been talking for about a week now and I'm gonna ask her right now in front of you guys and I'm pretty sure she's gonna guess it because a lot of girls do I don't know how what do you think my sign is are you a Virgo cancer no you're a Virgo no neither cancer no you're a water sign for sure though fuck dang you're way off what are what are you wow a lot of girls actually get it right away and you didn't maybe it's because you're a little tipsy I'm a little impaired I am a Leo oh what do you mean oh what the fuck anyhow I don't believe in any of that shit but a lot of girls a lot of girls always go like you uh you give me Leo vibes I'm like yeah yeah but I don't know how the fucking I don't know how to get it but okay because I don't believe in it so anyhow uh we're logging out um hope you guys enjoyed today's episode until the next one have a good one and salute salute tastes so good still